Lets see. Honestly, this is the hardest thing for me to type. I am one of those people who you can know for years, yeat daily you will be shocked by me. I value the ride more than the ending. Afterall, if your only planning for the ending, you miss everything leading upto it. Most endings are a let down, but the path leading upto it is always one of joy, pain, and excitment. Afterall, when have you EVER felt more alive than when pain was all around. I am a pusher, I constantly push people. To better themselves, to not settle for halfway. If you can do better, I will tell you and push you to do better. Not to be a dick, but for you to better yourself. I know alot of people can't handle this, hence why I choose my friends very carefully. Nobody is perfect, but by god, we can all do better. More will be coming in the few weeks following, but yes, the Phen has returned for good this time my friends.